“Had you not better sit still? I shall be back in a quarter of an hour.”
“If you do not mind, dear Mr. Bellamy, I should so like to stand on the bridge. I cannot let the gig stay there.”
“Well, my dear, you shall have your own way. You know,” he said, laughing, “I’ve long ago given up asking why my Catharine wants anything whatsomever. If she wishes it that’s enough for me.”
Catharine dismounted, and Mr. Bellamy walked back.
She went to the parapet and once more looked up the stream. Once more, as on a memorable day in August, the sun was upon the water. Then the heat was intense, and the heavy cumulus clouds were charged with thunder and lightning. Now the sun shone with nothing more than warmth, and though the clouds, the same clouds, hung in the south-west, there was no fire in them, nothing but soft, warm showers. She looked and looked, and tears came into her eyes—tears of joy. Never had a day been to her what that day was. She felt as if she lay open to all the life of spring which was pouring up through the earth, and it swept into her as if she were one of those bursting exultant chestnut buds, the sight of which she loved so in April and May. Always for years when the season came round had she gathered one of those buds and carried it home, and it was more to her than any summer flower. The bliss of life passed over into contentment with death, and her delight was so great that she could happily have lain down amid the hum of the insects to die on the grass.
When they came back to the farm Mr. Bellamy observed to his wife that he had not seen Catharine looking better or in better spirits for months. Mrs. Bellamy said nothing, but on the following morning Catharine was certainly not so well. It was intended that she should go home that day, but it was wet, and a message was sent to Eastthorpe to explain why she did not come. The next day she was worse, and Mrs. Bellamy went to Eastthorpe and counselled Mr. and Mrs. Furze to come to the Farm, and bring Dr. Turnbull with them. They all three came at once, and found Catharine in bed. She was feverish, and during the night had been slightly delirious. The doctor examined her carefully, and after the examination was over she turned to him and said—
“I want to hear the truth; I can bear it. Am I to die?”
“I know you can bear it. No man could be certain; but I believe the end is near.”
“How much time have I?”
He sat down by the bedside. “Perhaps a day, perhaps a week. Is there anybody you wish to see?”