“That mare never seemed healthy to me,” said Catharine.
“No; she was brought up anyhow. When she was about a fortnight old her mother died. They didn’t know how to manage her, and half starved her.”
“I don’t believe in starvin’ creatures when they are young,” said Mrs. Bellamy, who was herself a very small eater.
“Nor I, either, and yet that mare, although, as you say, Miss Catharine, she was never healthy, has the most wonderful pluck, as you know. I remember once I had two ton o’ muck in the waggon, and we were stuck. Jack and Blossom couldn’t stir it, and, after a bit, chucked up. I put in Maggie—you should have seen her! She moved it, a’most all herself, aye, as far as from here to the gate, and then of course the others took it up. That’s blood! What a thing blood is!—you may load it, but you can’t break it. Never a touch of the whip would she stand, and yet it’s quite true she isn’t right, and never was. Maybe the foal will be like her; the shape goes after the father mostly, but the sperrit and temper after the mother.”
The next morning Maggie was worse. Catharine was in the stable as soon as anybody was stirring, and the poor creature was trembling violently. She was watched with the most tender care, and when she became too weak to stand to eat or drink she was slung with soft bands and pads. Her groans were dreadful. After about a week of cruel misery she died. It was evening, and Catharine sat down and looked at what was left of her friend. She had never before even partly realised what death meant. She was too young to feel its full force. The time was yet to come when death would mean despair—when the insolubility of the problem would induce carelessness to all other problems and their solution. Furthermore, this was only a horse. Still, the contrast struck her between the corpse before her and Maggie with her bright eyes and vivid force. What had become of all that strength; what had become of her?—and the girl mused, as countless generations had mused before her. Then there was the pathos of it. She thought of the brave animal which she had so often seen, apparently for the mere love of difficulty, struggling as if its sinews would crack. She thought of its glad recognition when she came into the stable, and of its evident affection, half human, or perhaps wholly human, and imprisoned in a form which did not permit full expression. She looked at its body as it lay there extended, quiet, pleading as it were against the doom of man and of beast, and tears came to her eyes as she noted the appeal—tears not altogether of sorrow, but partly of revolt.
Mr. Bellamy came in.
“Ah, Miss Catharine, I don’t wonder at it. There’s many a human as I should less have missed than Maggie. I can’t make out at times why we should love the beasts so as perish.”
“Perhaps they don’t.”
“Really, Miss, of course they do. What’s the Lord to do with all the dead horses and cows?”
Catharine thought, “Or with the dead men and women,” but she said nothing. The subject was new to her. She took her scissors and cut off a wisp of Maggie’s beautiful mane, twisted it up, put it carefully in a piece of paper, and placed it in a little pocket-book which she always carried. The next morning as soon as it was daylight a man came over from Eastthorpe; Maggie was hoisted into a cart, her legs dangling down outside, and was driven away to be converted into food for dogs.