Mammy had often told us of the cruel way in which she had been kidnapped, and how her husband had escaped with her little boy; and after she became a Christian (and a very sincere one she was), her great grief arose from supposing that her child would be brought up as a savage heathen in ignorance of the blessed truths of the gospel. My sisters and I, as children, had often wept while she recounted her sad history, but at the time I speak of, I myself was little able to appreciate the deeper cause of her sorrow. I thought, of course, that it was very natural she should grieve for the loss of her son, but I did not understand that it arose on account of her anxiety for his soul’s salvation.
“I pray day and night,” I heard her once tell Jane, “dat my piccaniny learn to know Christ, and I sure God hear my prayers. How He bring it about I cannot tell.”
We and Mammy followed our father to the grave, and were then compelled to quit the house, leaving everything behind us, with the exception of my sisters’ wardrobes and a few ornaments, which they claimed as their property. Mammy did her best to cheer us. She had taken, unknown to my sisters, some humble, though clean, lodgings in the outskirts of the town, and to these she had carried whatever we were allowed to remove.
“See, Massa Harry,” she said, showing me an old leathern purse full of gold. “We no want food for long time to come, and before then God find us friends and show us what to do.”
My sisters possessed various talents, and they at once determined to employ them to the best advantage. Jane and Mary drew beautifully, and were adepts in all sorts of fancy needle-work. Emily, though young, had written one or two pretty tales, and we were sure that she was destined to be an authoress. Mammy, therefore, entreated them not to separate, assuring them that her only pleasure on earth would be to labour and assist in protecting them. Had they had no other motive, for her sake alone, they would have been anxious to follow her advice.
I was the only one of the family who felt unable to do anything for myself. I wrote too bad a hand to allow me any hopes of obtaining a situation in a counting-house; and though I would have gone out as an errand boy or page rather than be a burden to my sisters, I was sure they would not permit this, and, besides, I felt that by my taking an inferior position they would be lowered in the cold eyes of the world. I had ardently wished to go to sea, and I thought that the captain who had promised to take me as a midshipman would still receive me could I reach Portsmouth. I did not calculate the expense of an outfit, nor did I think of the allowance young gentlemen are expected to receive on board a man-of-war.
I had wandered one day down to the docks to indulge myself in the sight of the shipping, contemplating the possibility of obtaining a berth on board one of the fine vessels I saw fitting out, and had been standing for some time on the quay, when I observed a tall good-looking man, in the dress of a merchantman’s captain, step out of a boat which had apparently come from a black rakish looking brigantine lying a short distance out in the stream. I looked at him hard, for suddenly it occurred to me that I remembered his features. Yes, I was certain. He had been junior mate of the “Fair Rosomond,” in which vessel we had come home from Jamaica, and a great chum of mine. “Mr Willis,” I said, “do you remember me? I am Harry Bayford.”
“Not by looks, but by your voice and eyes I do, my boy,” he answered, grasping my hand and shaking it heartily. “But what has happened? I see you are in mourning.”
I told him of my father’s misfortunes and death; and as we walked along frankly opened out on my views and plans. “You will have no chance in the navy without means or friends, Harry,” he answered. “There’s no use thinking about the matter; but if your mind is set on going to sea I’ll take you, and do my best to make a sailor of you. I have command of the ‘Chieftain,’ an African trader, the brigantine you see off in the stream there. Though we do not profess to take midshipmen, I’ll give you a berth in my cabin, and I don’t see that in the long run you will run more risk than you would have to go through on board vessels trading to other parts of the world.”
“Thank you, Captain Willis, very much,” I exclaimed, “I little expected so soon to go to sea.”