“It’s bad enough to have the young cub come prowling about the house, but when the old wolf comes and sits down in the hall, it bodes ill luck to the family,” she muttered to herself, though loud enough for her mistress to overhear her.
Mrs Askew made no remark, but of course knew to what she alluded.
“I’d be ashamed to show my face inside the doors, if I were he, after sending the only son of the house away over the sea to die in foreign lands, and then to come up laughing and talking as if he had never done any harm to any one of us.”
“We are taught to forgive our enemies not only seven times, but seventy times seven, Becky,” observed Mrs Askew, feeling that she ought at length to check her attendant. “Even had Mr Ludlow wantonly or intentionally inflicted an injury on us, it would be for us to receive him as a guest. What he did was under a sense of duty, and we have no right to complain.”
“A sense of duty, indeed,” muttered Becky, “what would he have said if his precious son had been packed off to sea like poor dear Master Jack? I should care little if the food I have to cook should choke him. I only hope that he’ll not get a wink of sleep in the bed I have to make for him. Towards the boy I have no ill will; but I only hope when he grows bigger that he’ll not be thinking he’s worthy of our Miss Margery—that’s what I have to say.”
The last words were addressed to Tom, Mrs Askew having left the room.
“What need have you or I to trouble our heads about the matter, Mistress Becky,” he observed. “What the captain thinks fit is fit, that’s what I have to say.”
“I don’t gainsay that, Mister Tom,” answered Becky, “but what I ask is, why this Mr Ludlow, who has behaved so shamefully to the captain and the missus, dares to come to the Tower, and why they let him?”
“Why, to my mind, Mistress Becky, it’s just this—the captain’s a Christian of the right sort, and real Christians don’t bear malice, and so, do you see, the captain doesn’t bear malice,” answered Tom, giving a tug to the waistband of his trousers, a nautical trick he had never lost. “If he was a make-believe Christian, like too many folks, I can’t say what he might do. Becky, does you say your prayers? Now I do, since the captain taught me, and I know that I axes God to forgive me my trespasses as I forgive others as trespasses against me; and I’ll moreover make bold to declare that the captain says that prayer every night of his life, and has said it too, blow high or blow low, ever since he was a little chap on his mother’s knee. There, Mistress Becky you have what I calls the philosophy of the matter, and if I’m not right I don’t know no better.”
Becky acknowledged that Tom’s arguments were unanswerable, though she did not altogether comprehend them. She resolved, however, to dress the dinner as well as she could, and to make up a comfortable bed for the magistrate.