“He’s been so since yesterday,” Fanny said, trembling very much, and with chattering teeth.
A horrid shriek of laughter came out of Pen’s room, whereof the door was open; and, after several shouts, the poor wretch began to sing a college drinking-song, and then to hurray and to shout as if he was in the midst of a wine-party, and to thump with his fist against the wainscot. He was quite delirious.
“He does not know me, ma’am,” Fanny said.
“Indeed. Perhaps he will know his mother; let me pass, if you please, and go in to him.” And the widow hastily pushed by little Fanny, and through the dark passage which led into Pen’s sitting-room. Laura sailed by Fanny, too, without a word; and Major Pendennis followed them. Fanny sat down on a bench in the passage, and cried, and prayed as well as she could. She would have died for him; and they hated her. They had not a word of thanks or kindness for her, the fine ladies. She sate there in the passage, she did not know how long. They never came out to speak to her. She sate there until Doctor Goodenough came to pay his second visit that day; he found the poor little thing at the door.
“What, nurse? How’s your patient?” asked the good-natured Doctor. “Has he had any rest?”
“Go and ask them. They’re inside,” Fanny answered.
“Who? his mother?”
Fanny nodded her head and didn’t speak.
“You must go to bed yourself, my poor little maid,” said the Doctor. “You will be ill, too, if you don’t.”
“Oh, mayn’t I come and see him: mayn’t I come and see him! I—I—love him so,” the little girl said; and as she spoke she fell down on her knees and clasped hold of the Doctor’s hand in such an agony that to see her melted the kind physician’s heart, and caused a mist to come over his spectacles.