“Same old yarn. Oh, Mr. McAlnwick, are there not queer things come in with the tide? Now listen, while I tell ye. ’Tis what they all do. They dangle round bars, all at loose ends, they get their master’s tickets, and they marry barmaids. Then when the command comes along, the woman keeps the man down in the mud. ’Twas with me, too. I was engaged to a Nova Scotia girl—two Nova Scotia girls—different times. I’d roll round town, givin’ ’em to understand I was master, take ’em out drivin’ in a buggy Sunday evenin’, makin’ a fool o’ meself fine. When the crash came—oh, Mr. McAlnwick, make use of your advantages now yer’re at sea!—when the crash came, we were just ready to sail, an’ I stayed by the ship. But next time ’twould be the same. I couldn’t be acquainted with a girl for a week without proposin’ matrimony! Mr. McAlnwick, ye mustn’t laugh. ’Tis the truth. Even now—but why talk? Ye know my sympathetic nature. But this seems to be serious. So she’s the barmaid at the Stormy Petrel, is she? Humph!”
“His brains must be addled,” I observe, “not to see——”
“Ah! but ye’re young, Mr. McAlnwick! That’s no hindrance in the worrld to—to such as him. Oh, dear no!”
“Then such as he have a very low standard of morality.”
“Mr. McAlnwick, now listen. When ye’ve been sent to sea at twelve year old as apprentice, an’ ploughed the oceans of the worrld for five years in the foc’sle, when ye’ve been bullied an’ damned by fifty different skippers on fifty different trades as third and second mate, when ye’ve split yer head studyin’ for yer ticket, when ye’ve got it and ye’re glad to go second mate at seven pounds ten a month, when ye see men o’ less merit promoted because they marry skippers’ daughters while you are walkin’ the bridge—what ’ud ye do?”
“I don’t know, mister.” I am taken aback by the velocity of the question, by the Mate’s earnestness.
“Ye’d turn callous or religious, or go mad! Ye see, Mr. McAlnwick, there’s a lot ye miss, though ye won’t admit it. Ye come to sea and ye meet the cloth, but ye don’t realise their trainin’. Ye laugh at us for our queer ways, such as never walkin’ on the poop over the Skipper’s head, never askin’ for another helpin’, never arguin’ the point, an’ such like. But consider that man’s trainin’! Ye cannot? Ye’ve been brought up ashore, ye’ve had opportunities for studyin’ and conversin’ with edyecated people, an’ ye’re frettin’ for some young lady, as I can see—don’t deny it, I saw Postie bring the letter—and ye wouldn’t touch the likes o’ this with a pair o’ tongs. But with Mr. Hammerton ’tis different, do ye not see?”
“Yes, I see, a little. But you yourself, now——”
“Me? Oh, ’twas a special providence preserved me, Mr. McAlnwick. I was waitin’ for a command at the time, and I was unable to get out o’ the bargain. But ye know my wife.”
Now, there is no doubt in my mind, after some thought, that the Chief Officer was right in insisting on the unspanned gulf between the old style officer and the men of our sphere. Heavenly powers! What have I not seen, now that the Mate has reminded me? The fatuous ignorance, the bigoted conceit, the nauseous truckling to “the Old Man,” the debased intellect. And yet the Second Officer does not always lie in drunken stupor on the galley bench. I call to mind a time when he took a violin and played to me as the sun went down across the foam-flecked sea. Let us remember him by that rather than by his present state, and leave the rest to God.