“Oh, no, Bob, you mustn't do anything of the kind,” answered Cynthia, trying to keep back the tears. “I—I write to Uncle Jethro very often. Good-by. I hope you will enjoy your holidays.”
“I'm coming to see you the minute I get back and tell you all about everybody,” said he.
How was she to forbid him to come before Susan and Jane! She could only be silent.
“Do come, Mr. Worthington,” said Susan, warmly, wondering at Cynthia's coldness and, indeed, misinterpreting it. “I am sure she will be glad to see you. And we shall always make you welcome, at any rate.”
As soon as he was out of the door, Susan became very repentant, and slipped her hand about Cynthia's waist.
“We shouldn't have come in at all if we had known he would go so soon, indeed we shouldn't, Cynthia.” And seeing that Cynthia was still silent, she added: “I wouldn't do such a mean thing, Cynthia, I really wouldn't. Won't you believe me and forgive me?”
Cynthia scarcely heard her at first. She was thinking of Coniston mountain, and how the sun had just set behind it. The mountain would be ultramarine against the white fields, and the snow on the hill pastures to the east stained red as with wine. What would she not have given to be going back to-morrow—yes, with Bob. She confessed—though startled by the very boldness of the thought—that she would like to be going there with Bob. Susan's appeal brought her back to Boston and the gas-lit parlor.
“Forgive you, Susan! There's nothing to forgive. I wanted him to go.”
“You wanted him to go?” repeated Susan, amazed. She may be pardoned if she did not believe this, but a glance at Cynthia's face scarcely left a room for doubt. “Cynthia Wetherell, you're the strangest girl I've ever known in all my life. If I had a—a friend” (Susan had another word on her tongue) “if I had such a friend as Mr. Worthington, I shouldn't be in a hurry to let him leave me. Of course,” she added, “I shouldn't let him know it.”
Cynthia's heart was very heavy during the next few days, heavier by far than her friends in Mount Vernon Street imagined. They had grown to love her almost as one of themselves, and because of the sympathy which comes of such love they guessed that her thoughts would be turning homeward at Christmastide. At school she had listened, perforce, to the festival plans of thirty girls of her own age; to accounts of the probable presents they were to receive, the cost of some of which would support a family in Coniston for several months; to arrangements for visits, during which there were to be theatre-parties and dances and other gaieties. Cynthia could not help wondering, as she listened in silence to this talk, whether Uncle Jethro had done wisely in sending her to Miss Sadler's; whether she would not have been far happier if she had never known about such things.