“Cara mia, perhaps it is not the same man at all. Do not grieve, dearest.”
She shook her head, while the music rose to a crescendo, and stopped momentarily. “I’m almost sure it must be, Vittorio. Don’t you remember reading in the paper over a year ago that he had retired from the concert stage on account of ill health? And that I wanted to write to him, but decided that after all these years it would be better not to?”
Vittorio nodded. A look of suffering crept into his eyes.
“Perhaps you are right, Anne. Maybe it is Petrovskey. What do you want to do? Would you like to get off and see him?”
She looked at her husband with startled eyes. Was she to see Alexis again after all these years? Did she have the courage to reopen old wounds? He might be horribly changed from the boy she had known. Illness plays such cruel tricks with one. And she wanted so frightfully to remember him as she had seen him last, when he left her garden over ten years ago. Then his beauty had been triumphant. Aureoled by setting sun, his indelible image had stamped itself upon her memory.
Vittorio’s eyes rested upon her pityingly. “Darling, I know it will be hard. If you don’t feel able to face it, you mustn’t force yourself.”
“But if he is ill and lonely?” Her eyes wandered up the garden bank almost fearfully. She turned a pleading face toward her husband. “Vittorio, help me! What shall I do? Do you think seeing me again might do him harm if he is not well?”
Honesty conquering fear, he shook his head. “Why should it? It may even be good for him. Come coraggio, Anne!”
His noble simplicity shamed her. A lump in her throat, she nodded dumbly. Vittorio signed to the delighted dragoman. They swung about and put in at the small landing place. Knees trembling beneath her, Anne disembarked, and she and Vittorio strolled up the grassy bank towards the villa.
The music, stilled for the last few minutes, smote the air once more with a tragic, persistent monotony. The player was evidently improvising upon some doleful, Arabic theme, perhaps a song of the boatmen. Anne pressed against Vittorio. “It makes my very soul shed tears,” she murmured.