ACT THE FOURTH.
SCENE I.
Enter Don Alonzo and Zanga.
| Alon. Oh, what a pain to think! when ev'ry thought, |
| Perplexing thought, in intricacies runs, |
| And reason knits th' inextricable toil, |
| In which herself is taken! |
| No more I'll bear this battle of the mind, |
| This inward anarchy; but find my wife |
| And, to her trembling heart presenting death, |
| Force all the secret from her. |
| Zan. O, forbear! |
| You totter on the very brink of ruin. |
| Alon. What dost thou mean? |
| Zan. That will discover all, |
| And kill my hopes. What can I think or do?[aside. |
| Alon. What, dost thou murmur? |
| Zan. Force the secret from her! |
| What's perjury to such a crime as this? |
| Will she confess it then? O, groundless hope! |
| But rest assur'd, she'll make this accusation, |
| Or false or true, your ruin with the king; |
| Such is her father's pow'r. |
| Alon. No more, I care not; |
| Rather than groan beneath this load, I'll die. |
| Zan. But for what better will you change this load? |
| Grant you should know it, would not that be worse? |
| Alon. No; it would cure me of my mortal pangs |
| By hatred and contempt: I should despise her, |
| And all my love-bred agonies would vanish. |
| Zan. Ah! were I sure of that, my lord— |
| Alon. What then? |
| Zan. You should not hazard life to gain the secret. |
| Alon. What dost thou mean? thou know'st I'm on the rack. |
| I'll not be play'd with; speak, if thou hast aught, |
| Or I this instant fly to Leonora. |
| Zan. That is, to death. My lord, I am not yet |
| Quite so far gone in guilt to suffer it; |
| Though gone too far, heav'n knows—'Tis I am guilty; |
| I have took pains, as you, I know, observ'd, |
| To hinder you from diving in the secret, |
| And turn'd aside your thoughts from the detection. |
| Alon. Thou dost confound me. |
| Zan. I confound myself; |
| And frankly own, though to my shame I own it, |
| Nought but your life in danger could have torn |
| The secret out, and made me own my crime. |
| Alon. Speak quickly, Zanga, speak. |
| Zan. Not yet, dread sir: |
| First, I must be assur'd, that if you find |
| The fair one guilty, scorn, as you assur'd me, |
| Shall conquer love and rage, and heal your soul. |
| Alon. Oh! 't will, by heav'n. |
| Zan. Alas! I fear it much, |
| And scarce can hope so far; but I of this |
| Exact your solemn oath, that you'll abstain |
| From all self-violence, and save my lord. |
| Alon. I trebly swear. |
| Zan. You'll bear it like a man? |
| Alon. A god. |
| Zan. Such have you been to me, these tears confess it; |
| And pour'd forth miracles of kindness on me: |
| And what amends is now within my pow'r, |
| But to confess, expose myself to justice, |
| And as a blessing claim my punishment? |
| Know then, don Carlos— |
| Alon. Oh! |
| Zan. You cannot bear it. |
| Alon. Go on, I'll have it, though it blast mankind; |
| I'll have it all, and instantly. Go on. |
| Zan. Don Carlos did return at dead of night— |
| That night, by chance (ill chance for me) did I |
| Command the watch that guards the palace gate. |
| He told me he had letters for the king, |
| Despatch'd from you. |
| Alon. The villain lied! |
| Zan. My lord, |
| I pray, forbear—Transported at his sight, |
| After so long a bondage, and your friend, |
| (Who could suspect him of an artifice?) |
| No farther I inquir'd, but let him pass, |
| False to my trust, at least imprudent in it. |
| Our watch reliev'd, I went into the garden, |
| As is my custom, when the night's serene, |
| And took a moon-light walk: when soon I heard |
| A rustling in an arbour that was near me. |
| I saw two lovers in each other's arms, |
| Embracing and embrac'd. Anon the man |
| Arose; and, falling back some paces from her, |
| Gaz'd ardently awhile, then rush'd at once, |
| And, throwing all himself into her bosom, |
| There softly sigh'd, "Oh, night of ecstasy! |
| When shall we meet again?"—Don Carlos then |
| Led Leonora forth. |
| Alon. Oh, oh, my heart![he sinks into a chair. |
| Zan. Groan on, and with the sound refresh my soul! |
| 'Tis through his heart; his knees smite one another: |
| 'Tis through his brain; his eye-balls roll in anguish.[aside. |
| My lord, my lord, why will you rack my soul? |
| Alon. Oh, she was all! |
| My fame, my friendship, and my love of arms, |
| All stoop'd to her; my blood was her possession. |
| Deep in the secret foldings of my heart |
| She liv'd with life, and far the dearer she: |
| To think on't is the torment of the damn'd, |
| And not to think on't is impossible. |
| Zan. You said you'd bear it like a man. |
| Alon. I do. |
| Am I not most distracted? |
| Zan. Pray, be calm. |
| Alon. As hurricanes:—be thou assur'd of that. |
| Zan. Is this the wise Alonzo? |
| Alon. Villain, no: |
| He died in the arbour—he was murder'd there!— |
| Zan. Alas! he weeps. |
| Alon. Go, dig her grave! |
| Zan. My lord! |
| Alon. But that her blood's too hot, I would carouse it |
| Around my bridal board! |
| Zan. And I would pledge thee.[aside. |
| Alon. But I may talk too fast. Pray let me think, |
| And reason mildly.—Wedded and undone |
| Before one night descends.—Oh, hasty evil! |
| What friend to comfort me in my extreme! |
| Where's Carlos? why is Carlos absent from me? |
| Does he know what has happen'd? |
| Zan. My lord! |
| Alon. Oh, villain, villain, most accurst! |
| If thou didst know it, why didst let me wed? |
| Zan. Hear me, my lord; your anger will abate. |
| I knew it not:—I saw them in the garden; |
| But saw no more than you might well expect |
| To see in lovers destin'd for each other. |
| By heav'n, I thought their meeting innocent. |
| Who could suspect fair Leonora's virtue, |
| 'Till after-proofs conspir'd to blacken it? |
| Sad proofs, which came too late, which broke not out, |
| (Eternal curses on Alvarez' haste!) |
| 'Till holy rites had made the wanton yours; |
| And then, I own, I labour'd to conceal it, |
| In duty and compassion to your peace. |
| Alon. Live now, be damn'd hereafter—for I want thee. |
| Let me think— |
| The jess'mine bower—'tis secret and remote: |
| Go, wait me there, and take thy dagger with thee.[exit Zanga. |
| How sweet the sound still sings within my ear! |
| When shall we meet again?—To-night, in hell.[going. |
| Enter Leonora. |
| Ha! I'm surprised! I stagger at her charms! |
| Oh, angel-devil!—Shall I stab her now? |
| No—It shall be as I at first determin'd. |
| To kill her now were half my vengeance lost. |
| Then I must now dissemble—if I can. |
| Leon. My lord, excuse me; see, a second time |
| I come in embassy from all your friends, |
| Whose joys are languid, uninspir'd by you. |
| Alon. This moment, Leonora, I was coming |
| To thee, and all—but sure, or I mistake, |
| Or thou canst well inspire my friends with joy. |
| Leon. What says my lord? |
| Alon. Thou art exceeding fair. |
| Leon. Beauty alone is but of little worth; |
| But when the soul and body of a piece, |
| Both shine alike; then they obtain a price, |
| And are a fit reward for gallant actions, |
| Heaven's pay on earth for such great souls as yours;— |
| If fair and innocent, I am your due. |
| Alon. Innocent![aside. |
| Leon. How, my lord! I interrupt you. |
| Alon. No, my best life! I must not part with thee— |
| This hand is mine—Oh, what a hand is here! |
| So soft, souls sink into it, and are lost! |
| Leon. In tears, my lord? |
| Alon. What less can speak my joy? |
| Why, I could gaze upon thy looks for ever, |
| And drink in all my being from thine eyes; |
| And I could snatch a flaming thunderbolt, |
| And hurl destruction!— |
| Leon. My lord, you fright me. |
| Is this the fondness of your nuptial hour? |
| Why, when I woo your hand, is it deny'd me? |
| Your very eyes, why are they taught to shun me?— |
| Nay, my good lord, I have a title here,[takes his hand. |
| And I will have it. Am I not your wife? |
| Have I not just authority to know |
| That heart which I have purchas'd with my own? |
| Tell me the secret; I conjure you, tell me. |
| Speak then, I charge you speak, or I expire, |
| And load you with my death. My lord, my lord! |
| Alon. Ha, ha, ha! |
| [he breaks from her, and she sinks upon the floor. |
| Leon. Are these the joys which fondly I conceiv'd? |
| And is it thus a wedded life begins? |
| What did I part with, when I gave my heart? |
| I knew not that all happiness went with it. |
| Why did I leave my tender father's wing, |
| And venture into love? The maid that loves, |
| Goes out to sea upon a shatter'd plank, |
| And puts her trust in miracles for safety. |
| Where shall I sigh?—where pour out my complaint? |
| He that should hear, should succour, should redress, |
| He is the source of all. |
| Alon. Go to thy chamber; |
| I soon will follow; that which now disturbs thee |
| Shall be clear'd up, and thou shalt not condemn me. |
| [exit Leonora. |
| Oh, how like innocence she looks!—What, stab her! |
| And rush into her blood? |
| How then? why thus—no more; it is determin'd. |
| Re-enter Zanga. |
| Zan. I fear, his heart has fail'd him. She must die. |
| Can I not rouse the snake that's in his bosom, |
| To sting out human nature, and effect it?[aside. |
| Alon. This vast and solid earth, that blazing sun, |
| Those skies, through which it rolls, must all have end. |
| What then is man? the smallest part of nothing. |
| Day buries day; month, month; and year, the year. |
| Our life is but a chain of many deaths; |
| Can then death's self be fear'd? our life much rather. |
| Life is the desert, life the solitude. |
| Death joins us to the great majority: |
| 'Tis to be borne to Platos and to Cæsars; |
| 'Tis to be great for ever; |
| 'Tis pleasure, 'tis ambition, then to die. |
| Zan. I think, my lord, you talk'd of death. |
| Alon. I did. |
| Zan. I give you joy, then Leonora's dead. |
| Alon. No, Zanga; to shed a woman's blood |
| Would stain my sword, and make my wars inglorious; |
| He who, superior to the checks of nature, |
| Dares make his life the victim of his reason, |
| Does in some sort that reason deify, |
| And take a flight at heaven. |
| Zan. Alas, my lord, |
| 'Tis not your reason, but her beauty, finds |
| Those arguments, and throws you on your sword. |
| You cannot close an eye that is so bright, |
| You cannot strike a breast that is so soft, |
| That has ten thousand ecstasies in store— |
| For Carlos?—No, my lord, I mean for you. |
| Alon. Oh, through my heart and marrow! pr'ythee, spare me, |
| Nor more upbraid the weakness of thy lord: |
| I own, I try'd, I quarrell'd with my heart, |
| And push'd it on, and bid it give her death; |
| But, oh, her eyes struck first and murder'd me. |
| Zan. I know not what to answer to my lord. |
| Men are but men; we did not make ourselves. |
| Farewell then, my best lord, since you must die. |
| Oh, that I were to share your monument, |
| And in eternal darkness close these eyes |
| Against those scenes which I am doom'd to suffer! |
| Alon. What dost thou mean? |
| Zan. And is it then unknown? |
| Oh, grief of heart, to think that you should ask it! |
| Sure you distrust that ardent love I bear you, |
| Else could you doubt when you are laid in dust— |
| But it will cut my poor heart through and through, |
| To see those revel on your sacred tomb, |
| Who brought you thither by their lawless loves. |
| For there they'll revel, and exult to find |
| Him sleep so fast, who else might mar their joys. |
| Alon. Distraction! But don Carlos well thou know'st |
| Is sheath'd in steel, and bent on other thoughts. |
| Zan. I'll work him to the murder of his friend.[aside. |
| Yes, till the fever of his blood returns, |
| While her last kiss still glows upon his cheek. |
| But when he finds Alonzo is no more, |
| How will he rush, like lightning, to her arms! |
| There sigh, there languish, there pour out his soul; |
| But not in grief—sad obsequies to thee!— |
| But thou wilt be at peace, nor see, nor hear, |
| The burning kiss, the sigh of ecstasy, |
| Their throbbing hearts that jostle one another: |
| Thank heaven, these torments will be all my own. |
| Alon. I'll ease thee of that pain. Let Carlos die; |
| O'ertake him on the road, and see it done. |
| 'Tis my command.[gives his signet. |
| Zan. I dare not disobey. |
| Alon. My Zanga, now I have thy leave to die. |
| Zan. Ah, sir! think, think again. Are all men buried |
| In Carlos' grave? you know not womankind: |
| When once the throbbing of the heart has broke |
| The modest zone, with which it first was ty'd, |
| Each man she meets will be a Carlos to her. |
| Alon. That thought has more of hell than had the former. |
| Another, and another, and another! |
| And each shall cast a smile upon my tomb. |
| I am convinc'd; I must not, will not, die. |
| Zan. You cannot die; nor can you murder her. |
| What then remains? In nature no third way, |
| But to forget, and so to love again. |
| Alon. Oh! |
| Zan. If you forgive, the world will call you good; |
| If you forget, the world will call you wise; |
| If you receive her to your grace again, |
| The world will call you—very, very kind. |
| Alon. Zanga, I understand thee well. She dies; |
| Though my arm tremble at the stroke, she dies. |
| Zan. That's truly great. What think you 'twas set up |
| The Greek and Roman name in such a lustre, |
| But doing right in stern despite to nature; |
| Shutting their ears to all her little cries, |
| When great, august, and godlike justice call'd? |
| At Aulis, one pour'd out a daughter's life, |
| And gain'd more glory than by all his wars; |
| Another, slew a sister in just rage; |
| A third, the theme of all succeeding times, |
| Gave to the cruel axe a darling son: |
| Nay more, for justice some devote themselves, |
| As he at Carthage, an immortal name! |
| Yet there is one step left above them all, |
| Above their history, above their fable: |
| A wife, bride, mistress, unenjoy'd—do that, |
| And tread upon the Greek and Roman glory. |
| Alon. 'Tis done!—Again new transports fire my brain: |
| I had forgot it, 'tis my bridal night. |
| Friend, give me joy, we must be gay together; |
| See that the festival be duly honour'd. |
| And when with garlands the full bowl is crown'd, |
| And music gives her elevating sound, |
| And golden carpets spread the sacred floor, |
| And a new day the blazing tapers pour, |
| Thou, Zanga, then my solemn friends invite, |
| From the dark realms of everlasting night; |
| Call Vengeance, call the furies, call Despair, |
| And Death, our chief-invited guest, be there; |
| He, with pale hand, shall lead the bride, and spread |
| Eternal curtains round our nuptial bed.[exeunt. |