OF CAMBRIDGE,
Who died on the 5th of June, 1797.
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Awake, O Gratitude! nor let the tears Of selfish Sorrow smother up thy voice, When it should speak of a departed friend. A tender friend, the first I ever lost! For Destiny till now was merciful, And though I oft have felt a transient pang, For worth unknown, and wept awhile for those, Whom long acquaintance only made me love, No keen regret laid pining at my heart, Nor Memory in the solitary hour, Would sting with grief, as when she speaks Thy virtue, knowledge, wisdom, gentleness, Thy venerable age, and says that I Had once the happiness to call thee friend. Yes! I once bore that title, and my heart Thought nobler of itself, that one so good, So honor'd, so rever'd, should give it me. O Isola! when that glad season comes, Which brought redemption to a ruin'd world, And, like thee, hides beneath the snow of age, A gay, benevolent, and feeling heart, I hop'd again to hear thy tongue repeat, With youthful warmth and zealous energy, Those passages, where Poetry assumes An air divine, and wakes th' attentive soul To holy rapture! Then you promis'd me The luxury to weep o'er Dante's muse, And fair Italia's loftier poets hail. I have often heard That years would blunt the feelings of the soul, And apathy ice the once-glowing heart. Injurious prejudice! Dear, guileless friend! Thou read'st mankind, but saw not, or forgot Their faults and vices; for thy breast was still The residence of sweet Simplicity, Daughter of letter'd Wisdom, and the friend Of Love and Pity. Happy soul, farewell! Long shall we mourn thee! longer will it be, "Ere we shall look upon thy like again!" |
This humble tribute to the memory of my venerated friend, was written in the first impulse of my sorrow for his loss, and though unworthy of his virtues, is still a small memorial of my respect for a man, on whose tomb might justly be inscribed, as I have seen on an old monument:
| "Heven hath his soule. He fruits of Pietie, This Towne his want. Our hearts his Memorie." |
[!-- RULE4 28 --] TO THE NUNS OF BODNEY.
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Ye holy women, say! will ye accept The passing tribute of a humble friend? Stranger indeed to you and to your faith, But O! I hope not stranger to the zeal, Which warm'd your bosoms in Religion's cause. When impious men commanded you to break The vow which bound your souls, and which in youth Warm Piety's emphatic lips had made. Say! will ye suffer me on that rude tomb, Where she reposes (whose benignant smile, Whose animated, life-inspiring eye, And faded form, majestic, still appears In Thought's delusive hour) to shed a tear? On her, whose sainted look, though seen but once, I never can forget, till Time shall wrap The veil of Death around me, and make dumb The voice of Memory. Ah! "how low she lies!" No marble monument to speak her praise, And tell the world that here a DILLON rests. One, who in beauty's prime forsook the world, And, self-bereav'd of all it holds most dear, Retir'd, to pass the pilgrimage of life, In solemn prayer and peaceful solitude. Ah, vain desire! Ambition's scowling eye Must see the cloister, as the palace, low, And meek-ey'd Quiet quit her last abode, Ere he can pause to look upon the wreck, And rue the wild impatience of his hand. Hail! blessed spirit! This rude cypher'd stone. On which a sister's pensive eye shall muse In sorrow, and another relative In sweet, though mournful, recollection, bend, Shall call a tear into the stranger's eye Whene'er he hears the tale, yet make him proud That Britain's hospitable land should yield All that you could accept, an humble grave. |
Written in London, on the 19th of March, 1796.
| A lov'd companion, chosen friend, Does at this hour depart, Whom the dear name of father binds Still closer to my heart. On him may joy-dispensing heav'n Each calm delight bestow, And eas'd of peace-destroying care His life serenely flow! Did I but know his bosom calm, And free from anxious fear, Around me in more cheerful hues Would every scene appear. And I will hope that he, who ne'er Repin'd at heav'n's decree, But ever patient and resign'd, Submissive bent the knee: Who, best of fathers, never sought For arbitrary sway, But free within each youthful mind, Bade Reason lead the way. Who taught us, 'stead of servile fear, A warm esteem to prove, And bade each act of duty spring, From gratitude and love. Yes, I must hope that generous mind With many cares opprest, Shall in the winter of his days With sweet repose be blest. |
A friend, a year or two ago, gave me Joseph's Reconciliation with his Brethren, as a subject to write upon; but I was afraid of not treating it in such a manner as a sacred story deserved, and gave up the attempt, when I had written little more than the following lines, to account for their not knowing him, although he well remembered them; and am persuaded to let them appear here.
[!-- RULE4 29 --] FRAGMENT.
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They, ere he left them, had attain'd their prime And were less alter'd by the hand of Time; But, the slim youth no longer met their view, Fair, as the fancy e'er a seraph drew. Who still, upborne by joy, in smiles was found, With step elate that scarcely press'd the ground. Before a grief had raz'd his youthful breast, Or care had robb'd his brilliant eyes of rest. When lofty visions swam before his sight, And dreams of empire wrapt his soul at night. Whose hair luxuriant flow'd in glossy pride, And, from his snowy forehead, wav'd aside; Which, vein'd with purest azure, rose serene, And threw complacence o'er a rapturous mien. The wandering light that sparkled in his eye, The rounding lip of liveliest crimson dye, The speaking form, by each emotion sway'd, The voice, that softest music had convey'd, Were now matur'd. No more the child they saw, But one, with majesty, inspiring awe; Whose silken locks no more in ringlets flow, But gold and purple bind his manly brow: No more the envied robe his limbs invest, In all the pomp of eastern monarchs drest. The sun of Egypt had embrown'd his face, And time had ripen'd every youthful grace. As when the morn, in vivid colours gay, And tender beauty, flies to meet the day, Her lively tints lose their primeval hue, The white and saffron mingle with the blue, A glowing blush o'er the whole ether reigns, But not a cloud its genuine tint retains. |
[!-- RULE4 30 --] FRAGMENT.
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Where yonder mossy ruins lie, And desolation strikes the eye, A noble mansion, high and fair, Once rear'd its turrets in the air. There infant warriors drew their breath, And learn'd to scorn the fear of death. In halls where martial trophies hung, They listen'd while the minstrels sung, Of pain and glory, toil and care, And all the horrid charms of war: There caught the fond desire of fame, And panted for a hero's name. Alas! too oft in youthful bloom, Renown has crown'd the early tomb, Has pierc'd the widow's bosom deep, And taught the mother's eyes to weep. She, on whose tale the stripling hung, While pride and sorrow rul'd her tongue. His father's gallant acts to tell, How bold he fought, how bravely fell. Methinks e'en now I hear her speak, I see the tear upon her cheek; The musing boy's abstracted brow, And the high-arching eye below. The stifled sigh and anxious heave, The kindling heart which dares not grieve; The finely-elevated head, The hand upon the bosom spread, Proclaim him wrought by potent charms, And speak his very soul in arms. Incautious zeal! what hast thou done? The tale has robb'd thee of thy son. And while thy pious tears deplore, The loss of him who lives no more, Ambition wakes her restless fire, The boy will emulate his sire, |
[!-- RULE4 31 --] Written April the 18th, 1796
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The beauteous queen of social love, Descending from the realms above, Through the wide space of ether flew, With care this little world to view, Till, tir'd with wandering, at the last, Through every different climate past, She sought not out a splendid dome, But made this humble cot her home. The sweetest lyre would strive in vain, To sing the pleasures of her reign, Whose powerful influence does impart, New softness to the feeling heart, Bids it each narrow thought resign, And fills it with a warmth benign. From morning till the close of day, Here all a grateful homage pay, For here she plays her harmless wiles, And scatters her endearing smiles; Here no proud rivals intervene, And all, though glowing, is serene. Here, since she first her visit paid, Still has the sweet enchantress staid, And never met a single slight, Or spread her snowy plumes for flight. Contented 'neath the humble roof; No timid heart is kept aloof; A kind and condescending guest, She lightens each despairing breast; Where pain her poignant venom spreads, The balm of tenderness she sheds, Which breathes a calm repose around, And heals at last the burning wound. When the heart throbs with bitter woe, Her winning mien disarms the foe, And the kind glances of her eye, Force the desponding power to fly. She gives a zest to every joy, Forbids tranquillity to cloy, Softens misfortune, chases fear, And balm distills in every tear. 'Tis she alone can make us know, A truly blissful hour below, Can smooth the furrow'd brow of life, And hush the thundering voice of strife. O, may she still exert her power, Still lead us to the rural bower, Which vaunting Pride does ne'er disgrace, Or critic Envy's spiteful face. Here Raymond ever shall delight, To sit and watch the closing night; And open-hearted Gertrude here, With her sweet infant shall appear. Here oft her brother shall prepare, A wreath for Mary's curling hair; While soft-voic'd Anna, fond of play, And all the train, alert and gay, In healthful games shall frolic round, And revel on the mossy ground. Here Edmund shall forget his care, And often fill an elbow chair; While Sophia, friendly and sincere, Shall ever find a welcome here. Yet would my hovering fancy trace, The features of each happy face; And sympathy informs my mind, That they the same emotions find; That in each scene of harmless glee, Memory recalls the absent three: And all, though distance strives to part, Will hold communion in the heart. |
FINIS.