But he would not listen.
“Don’t say ‘no’ yet. Hear me out!” he exclaimed. “I love you. But I don’t suppose—I’m not conceited enough to suppose that you love me—yet. Only let me try—let me try to teach you to love me! Don’t judge all men by one. You’ve had a ghastly time. Let me try—some day—to make you happier.”
He was so eager, so humble, so entirely selfless in his devotion, thinking only of her, that she was touched inexpressibly—tempted, even. Ah! If she could only put all the past aside, out of sight, and take this love that Robin offered her and hold it round her like a garment shielding her from the icy blasts of life! But she had nothing to give in return for this splendid, brave first love he was offering her. She must play fair. She dare not take where she could not give. Very gently she put him from her.
“You don’t understand,” she said. “You don’t understand. Robin, I wish—I wish I could say ‘yes.’ But I can’t. It isn’t—Dene—who stands between us. I’m not a coward—I’d take my chance again if I could love again—”
“But you never loved him? You couldn’t have loved him!” he protested incredulously.
“My husband? No. But—I loved some one once. And I threw away my happiness—to marry Dene. Oh, it was years ago, Robin—” She broke off and lifted her eyes appealingly to his face. “Must I go on? That’s—that’s really all there is to tell you. Only don’t you see—I—I can’t marry you.”
“No, I don’t see—yet,” returned Robin stoutly, though her words had dashed the quick, eager look of hope from his face. “This—this other man, the one you cared for—is he coming back to marry you?”
“Coming back? No!” For once the sweet voice was hard—bitterly hard. “He has gone out of my life for ever.”
A look of relief came into his eyes. He took her hands into his and held them very gently.
“Then in that case,” he said, “there’s still a chance for me. Not now—not yet. I wouldn’t try to hurry you. But you’ll let me go on loving you, Cara—after all, you can’t stop my doing that!”—with a crooked little smile. “And some day, perhaps, you’ll come to me and let me try and make you happier again. I think I could do that, you know.”