“We will now go and visit the house,” she said.
We at once started, she and my father each holding one of my hands. Two other nuns accompanied us, one of whom was the mother-prefect, a tall, cold woman with thin lips, and Sister Séraphine, who was as white and supple as a spray of lily of the valley. We started by entering the building and came first to the large class-room in which all the pupils met on Thursdays at the lectures, which were nearly always given by Mother Ste. Sophie. Most of them did needle-work all day long, tapestry, embroidery, etc., and others decalcomania.
The room was very large and on St. Catherine’s Day and other holidays we used to dance there. It was in this room, too, that once a year the Mother Superior gave to each of the Sisters the sou which represented her annual income. The walls were adorned with religious engravings and with a few oil paintings done by the pupils. The place of honor, though, belonged to St. Augustine. A magnificent large engraving depicted the conversion of this saint, and, oh, how often I have looked at that engraving! St. Augustine has certainly caused me very much emotion and greatly disturbed my childish heart. Mamma admired the cleanliness of the refectory. She asked to see which would be my seat at table, and when this was shown to her she objected strongly to my having that place.
“No,” she said, “the child has not a strong chest and she would always be in a draught. I will not let her sit there.”
My father agreed with my mother and insisted on a change being made. It was therefore decided that I should sit at the end of the room, and the promise given was faithfully kept.
When mamma saw the wide staircase leading to the dormitories she was aghast. It was very, very wide and the steps were low and easy to mount, but there were so many of them before one reached the first floor. For a few seconds mamma hesitated and stood there gazing at them, her arms hanging down in despair.
“Stay down here, Youle,” said my aunt, “and I will go up.”
“No, no,” replied my mother in a sorrowful voice. “I must see where the child is to sleep; she is so delicate.”
My father helped her, and indeed almost carried her up, and we then went into one of the immense dormitories. It was very much like the dormitory at Mme. Fressard’s, but a great deal larger and there was a tiled floor without any carpet.
“Oh, this is quite impossible!” exclaimed mamma, “the child cannot sleep here; it is too cold; it would kill her.”